I refuse any lights

I try and try to tear.
A white screen.
Red blood ･･
Your innocent blood･･
A light streams in through there the place I tore.
There is not a crack a light comes through.
Because a crack is closed by your dread and blood.
I don't need any light anymore.
I feel satisfaction in your darkness.
I am satisfied with your sadness.

I try and try to bore.
Everywhere else on the earth.
Inconsistency･･
Unreasonableness･･
Your red blood is flowing out from the cut.
Your innocent blood is overflowing a crack.
I refuse any lights .
I have peace of mind in your pain.
I feel peace of my mind in your thick darkness.

21:16 2010/05/06 Thursday